I had hope but I struggled with confidence.
Last Friday, I felt down on my luck. I felt as though I was never going to find the "perfect" job. I had interviews but no call backs. I felt pretty down, had no confidence, and depressed.
Last Sunday, the kids were in bed and I was in bed reading. I kept thinking to myself, "what am I going to do, I HAVE to find something, anything!" I was worried, mad, and upset. I reached over and flipped open my bible not turning to any particular page. The first verse my eyes landed on...
"Blessed is the man who trusts in the
Lord and has made the Lord his hope and confidence." Jeremiah 17:7
Lord and has made the Lord his hope and confidence." Jeremiah 17:7
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I prayed and asked the Lord...please, help me, I have confidence You know what is best for me. Then, I STOPPED worrying, I just stopped.
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Today, two. Two job offers! I was sitting here this afternoon worried about which one to pick! This day last week, I was worried about not having ONE!!!! I had a bank offer and a medical admin offer. Well, my schooling was leaning me towards the medical, which it what I chose. Its amazing, I have tried for over a year and a half for the medical field.
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So.........as it has ended. I start Monday!!! I know everything will work out. I have come such a long way already, all I can go is UP!
